Sunday, August 10, 2008

Parle Creole?

so, its down to 3 days before Haiti, and so I'm counting down my time here in Canada (boo hoo) and counting the days til we are changed forever (Yay!!).
I say I will be changed, because that is my prayer...that Gerald, Olivia and I will be "gloriously ruined" by our visit to Haiti. I want to come back affected - different. I have been trying to prepare....practicing my French and learning Creole. I know that I will not understand a thing at first, but I am told a hug is universal! I am looking forward to loving the kids at the Haitian Children's Home, and getting to know Danny and Leann Pye. I sense that this will not be my first and only trip to Haiti...I don't know what it is, but I am pulled to the ministry there. I feel very strongly about the connection our church has with the HCH, and am so proud to be a part of "the bigger picture".

So having said all that I would ask for your prayer. Our team leaves on Wed. Aug 13th and will be there til Mon. Aug 18th. We will be doing quite a bit of labor there as well as being a part of a ribbon cutting ceremony for the new land the HCH has aquired.

Here's some specific things we would ask you to pray for.
1. that our team
--Jonathan and Adrianne Bow, Keith and Patti Galloway, Dan and Brenda Bakley and their two sons, Jonathan and Matthew, and Gerald, Olivia and I--would bond as a group. That we would all get along, and be patient with each other.

2. that we would maintain the energy and strength needed to do the labor required of us --trimming bushes, distributing gravel and sand to create walkways --

3. that we would bond with the Pye family and all the kids in the HCH.

4. that we would not get sick in Haiti or at home after.

5. that Gerald and I would further our bond with each other by sharing this experience.

6. that Olivia would forever be changed, and that this experience would strengthen her relationship with her Saviour.

7. that all flights and transfers would go smoothly and that Olivia would have no air sickness or fear.

8. most of all we would covet your prayers for protection both physically and spiritually. Please pray Psalm 27 with us!

The LORD is my light and my salvation— whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life— of whom shall I be afraid?
When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me,
even then will I be confident. One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock.
Then my head will be exalted above the enemies who surround me; at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy; I will sing and make music to the LORD.
Hear my voice when I call, O LORD; be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, "Seek his face!" Your face, LORD, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me, do not turn your servant away in anger; you have been my helper. Do not reject me or forsake me, O God my Savior.
Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.
Teach me your way, O LORD; lead me in a straight path because of my oppressors.
Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, for false witnesses rise up against me, breathing out violence.
I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.
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We love you all!!
Peace.

Monday, July 21, 2008

the countdown is on!

1 day and about 23 hours...
I am so looking forward to our family vacation to Winnipeg!!
The kids and I will be there for 3 weeks, and Gerald will come for the first 10 days...
ahhhh...that is the feeling I get when I think of home....my mom's house (peace), sitting around the house with kids playing, chatting with my sisters and mom....my dad's face when we're all around (pure contentment) and my brothers...just plain fun to be around. And how fortunate are we that both our families are in the same town? We get to see cousins from both sides, and grandparents (although, the reality of Ella not being there will be hard).

Anyway....I'm beyond excited! Then right after that we get to go to Haiti!! I'll be keeping you posted on that, 'cause I'll be asking for mega prayer!!

Friday, July 18, 2008

I'm a mess....

I cried through this whole video....






here's mine:
lukewarm Christian
captivated by the world...



Captured by Christ
the lover of my soul

Sunday, July 13, 2008

it's my birthday....

to all my July birthday sisters!
love you girls...
you know who you are.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

The Life and Times of the Mangine Five: Thoughts on what I saw

if you were wondering about the 'mission' our church is on in regards to Haiti....read Gwenn's blog...(click the link)


The Life and Times of the Mangine Five: Thoughts on what I saw

something to chew on....

From Leann Pye's blog...





I am undone...

Monday, July 7, 2008

has it really been 15 days?

???
wow, how much can happen in that time?
alot. a lifetime.
I'm sad today. I'm not where I want to be. I have no choice. And that makes me sadder.
Today Gerald's family helped bury his step-mother Ella. She died on July 2. She was only married to Gerald's dad (George) for little over a year. Gerald and I are not there. We are here. In Cary. Because we are trying to become citizens of a country we have grown to love as our own.
Our pastor started a new series on suffering....who knew a year ago when he planned it, that it would resonate so loudly in our community. Jonathan asked our community to write on the walls (covered with butcher paper) our hurt, our suffering. So many people got up.
I am not suffering like some. I have a strong marriage, great kids, no finacial struggles, no past regrets....but I am suffering. My heart is heavy with the weight of being so far from the family I love. What if this had been my mother? My father? What will I do when the time comes for them to go to heaven and I haven't seen them since Christmas? I'm sad. But I'm not without hope. I know I have the hope of the resurrection and I will see Ella again. I will see all my parents again. I have a chance to be more intentional with the people I love that are still here.
I have that choice.
And that makes me happy.